a FLAWED mind

keisha marie.19. NEWYORK (philadelphia) LASALLE U (english-political science). i guess now you people will get a glimpse of what goes on in my mind when im not talking.

Sway Me

You gave me a love, the love.
A love that swayed my soul. Not like them other loves, this love was astronomical. It shook me, it took me. It could have broke me, but it showed me. Opened me to a new universe, kept me high.

I’d be lying if I said you never made cry, but your love swayed me. It was new. Your love, was powerful. It wasn’t a love, it was THE love. It swayed me. It did.

G.O.O.D. music

My Favorite Poem: A Dream Within A Dream, Edgar Allen Poe

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream? 

Spring <3

Spring <3

A woman can handle almost anything if you tell her the truth about it, but if you lie to her, you will undermine her faith in herself, & ultimately her trust in you. Tell her the truth. Let her work it out. You can damage love & love will repair; but once you damage trust, you’ve got a rough road to walk. A lie needs support, but the truth stands alone.

—*this is the absolute truth! (via fearless-purpose, deniseisabelle) (via justthatgirljanae) (via artsydeepnshit) (via perfectmisconception)

I feel like writing…

You know that part of the relationship where the fighting starts? Well I’m there & it sucks. I’m as happy as I was the first day we got together, but the fighting is wearing me down. I’ve never been in a relationship this long so I don’t know what to expect of all this fighting. Does it stop? Ever? Is it a sign? I don’t know. All I know is I want to be normal again. All the fighting makes me wonder if we’re meant to be or does he really love me or even like the person I am. Its a lot & its crazy how fast in securities can come flooding back.

advice

now I’ve had my fair share of relationships guys, but none very serious because I just don’t take guys my age very serious. I’m only at 4 months with my current boyfriend (my longest relationship), and I’m wondering if I should play it safe, not become too emotionally caught up, because more often than not relationships don’t work out ideally. I don’t want to hinder the relationship from being something great, but I also have a “what’s the point of it all” attitude. There’s so many things I worry about, not necessarily that I should be worrying about them but you can’t really help it. So help me out. Should I put my all into this relationship or coast & see where it goes & save myself the hurt.